Angry!

Juz now wake up, suddenly my mind flash out something what she talk with me yesterday, then I think I'm very unstable now. So I choose to write here to cool down myself.

Juz that thinking, it can hurt me so much, really, yesterday I didn't realise it.

"I ask I can't get it, I'm the nearest I can't get it, I'm the most of care to her I can't get it, BUT the people, who can get it by accidentally or purposely. I lost many times. I'm loser. Always let other people get what I want 1st, I can't accept it, it's hurt, really hurt. "

Give an example of my thinking, it ruins my mind.

A: Kit, what happen to u? Why so angry?

Kit: I don't know, really don't know, don't ask me again.

A: Relax, Kit. Share with me slowly.

Kit: Ok,bro. Bro, I juz can't get what I want.

A: What u want, bro?

Kit: A thing I know I impossible can get it, but why she can do it.

A: Oh? Impossible?

Kit: Ya, sensitive. I don't care I can get it or not, the most I care is she need to learn how to behave herself. Hmm,,how to say, I can't think now, very very……

A: Relax, bro…

Kit: Arghhh!!!

A: Try to talk with her.

Kit: Sure, I will talk with her…

End…

This thing repeat and repeat in my mind. Before she know me I don't care how many times I lose it and her past, now after I know her, I should get it 1st. Am I greedy? Haha, maybe~ I try I try…Kit, relax~ok?

Hope can~

Berdosa with me,but if do that with other ppl xberdosa k?

Can't write more~

To be continue……

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