Mad

She's starin' at me
I'm sittin' wonderin' what she's thinkin'
Nobody's talkin' 'cause talkin' just turns into screamin'
And now it?s I'm yellin' over her, she yellin' over me
All that that means is neither of us is listening

And what's even worse?
That we don't even remember why we?re fighting
So both of us are mad for

Nothing, fighting for
Nothin', crying for
Nothing, whoa
But we won?t let it go for

Nothing, no not for
Nothing, this should be
Nothing to a love like what we got

Oh baby, I know sometimes it's gonna rain
But baby, can we make up now?
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
Can't sleep through the pain

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
No, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
Oh no no no

And it gets me upset
Girl when you?re constantly accusing
Askin' questions like you already know
We're fighting this war
Baby when both of us are losing
This ain't the way that love is supposed to go

Whoa, what happened to workin' it out?
We've fall into this place
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Where you ain't backin' down and I ain't backin' down
So what the hell do we do now?
It's all for

Nothing, fighting for
Nothing, crying for
Nothing, whoa
But we won?t let it go for

Nothing, no not for
Nothing, this should be
Nothing to a love like what we got

Oh baby, I know sometimes it's gonna rain
But baby, can we make up now?
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
Can't sleep through the pain

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
No, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
Oh no no no

Oh, baby this love ain't gonna be perfect
Perfect, perfect, oh oh
And just how good it's gonna be
We can fuss and we can fight
Long as everything?s all right between us
Before we go to sleep
Baby, we're gonna be happy, oh

Baby, I know sometimes it's gonna rain
But baby, can we make up now?
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
Can't sleep through the pain

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
No, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
Oh no no no


 *Ne-yo-- Mad

Angry!

Juz now wake up, suddenly my mind flash out something what she talk with me yesterday, then I think I'm very unstable now. So I choose to write here to cool down myself.

Juz that thinking, it can hurt me so much, really, yesterday I didn't realise it.

"I ask I can't get it, I'm the nearest I can't get it, I'm the most of care to her I can't get it, BUT the people, who can get it by accidentally or purposely. I lost many times. I'm loser. Always let other people get what I want 1st, I can't accept it, it's hurt, really hurt. "

Give an example of my thinking, it ruins my mind.

A: Kit, what happen to u? Why so angry?

Kit: I don't know, really don't know, don't ask me again.

A: Relax, Kit. Share with me slowly.

Kit: Ok,bro. Bro, I juz can't get what I want.

A: What u want, bro?

Kit: A thing I know I impossible can get it, but why she can do it.

A: Oh? Impossible?

Kit: Ya, sensitive. I don't care I can get it or not, the most I care is she need to learn how to behave herself. Hmm,,how to say, I can't think now, very very……

A: Relax, bro…

Kit: Arghhh!!!

A: Try to talk with her.

Kit: Sure, I will talk with her…

End…

This thing repeat and repeat in my mind. Before she know me I don't care how many times I lose it and her past, now after I know her, I should get it 1st. Am I greedy? Haha, maybe~ I try I try…Kit, relax~ok?

Hope can~

Berdosa with me,but if do that with other ppl xberdosa k?

Can't write more~

To be continue……

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Why I like to take care…?

Why I like to test…?

Why I like to disturb…?

Why I like to sleep…?

Why I like to say…?

Why I like to make…?

Why I like to enjoy…?

Why I like to sing…?

Why I like to dance…?

Why I like to laugh…?

Why I like to talk…?

Why I like to walk…?

Why…why…why…

The most---why I can't reach it is,

Why I can't make everything perfect…?

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