Sleep 2 hours. It's actually not sleep, maybe it call nap. But I took it too long,so let it be sleep.
First time I sleep in noon time. I don't like to sleep in noon. If I sleep in noon, that's mean something wrong to me. For other people, sleep in noon is normal, especially they are active in morning or not enough sleep yesterday night, but not me. I'm very unhappy or sad, I sleep to let my mind cool down if she can't help me.
I'm tired not because of :
- not enough sleep.
- not enough body energy.
- not enough spirit.
I'm tired because of :
-I'm too worry her, but I got some disappointment from her.
-I'm too control her, everything happen to her I want to know, but I don't like myself because if the situation change, I will feel the guy so annoy.
-I'm too concern her, everyday make sure she is healthy and happy, but I can't find my happiness. I know how to give happiness to other people, but I don't know how to make myself happy, really.
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