A bad day

Wow, almost one year I didn't touch my blog, what happen to my blog, still nobody interest it, nevermind it's ok. Blog just a place to let me express anything.

" Kit, don't write at blog or note, try to talk with me. " 

Eh? Suddenly it comes out from my mind. 

Morning

- Uncle as a leader of bus drivers scold me due to sit beside with my girl.

- " Kau agama apa? Islam k? " 

" Nak kahwin x? Jika xnk kahwin jangan duduk sama-sama. "

Then I answered, " Yes, I'm Islam."

Uncle raised his voice, " kau tau hukum x? Kenapa xkahwin? "

" Xmampu lg."

" Mcm ni kau jgn duduk sama2 gn perempuan, pak cik xsuke ni . "

- In that time, I really lost my mood. My mind, "again?" .

- It is a guidance, I know.

Allahuakbar.

Afternoon

- Class at DK 9 and 4.

- Observe my girl, what she has done.

- Too aggresive till catch attention from other guys.

- Mood lost again, suddenly my mind come out many things.

" Should I make the uncle feel guilty? "

" Should I revenge? "

- Really admire to my lecturer, Dr Rozmie, he is pro in teaching, patient anytime.

- Finish class 1st person come out, walk with no mood, walk and selawat together. Alhamdulillah.

Night

- Nasi putih ayam kunyit delicious.

- Want to study, but still play game, addicted, hard to control, I try my best, insyaallah.

- Argue with my girl. My girl always try to leave me. She just feel pity and stay with me. No more trust from she anymore, just left sympathic feeling to me.

- Game ruins my life but I still play it, I'm a gamer.

- I still stubborn, try to change, but still the same, as she say, " u ni mmg xmatang, mcm budak-budak, perangai masih xberubah, sy dah bg u byk peluang tp u masih sama. "

- I just want to show off, really? Really disappointed, I never think like that before. I really believe Allah, He helps me too much. Alhamdulillah, just sometimes I didn't appreciate it. " Ya Allah, forgive me. "

How to sleep?  Now almost 4 a.m. But my class ) 8 am.

I'm really sad. Ya Allah !